have you found it yet ?

have you found it yet? have you found the life you dreamt yet? or has the magic disappeared? no, i know. you found what you wanted and it scared you. you arent ready for it. will you ever be ready? its been so long already. youre not who you thought you were . if you dont know yourself how can you find love ? youre hollow. zombies cant love . the magic is gone now, the days of having dreams are over now. i just want to make it through the week. i lost the passion for art when i realised what was driving it. i wish i never woke up. ignorance really is bliss, are you still wishing? i don’t really have time to save the world i dont have time to save myself . its okay it will all be over soon . maybe once you forget about your body,and all the things you did to it, you can find your soul .